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cozy mondays, better than lazy sundays.
12.20.04 (10:57 am)   [edit]
last night was horrible. the boys didn't show up at AC and I was stuck with a bunch of jerks and 12 year olds. How lovely of you guys. And then of course there is fighting with the parents. I don't think I'll be able to get them to sign my ctec paper. Assholes.

Boyfriend took me to lunch today. $19.25 spent on some damn good japanese steak.  And then of course a lovely make out session at his house before he takes me home. I wonder if I'll get to see him tomorrow. I hate how he has to work. Work is bad.

I get to spend the rest of tonight working with my father. Putting up the lost Christmas decorations to sit there for 5 days and be torn down on Christmas. He's pathetic. He has nothing to do and no one to talk to anymore. I wish sometimes that they would just get a divorce and get it over with. She doesn't love him, he isn't happy. I don't see the sense of him sleeping on that couch one more night alone. Makes no sense. Why waste your life wishing you still had what you once owned? l-o-v-e.

I might call Lezzica tonight. I think I'll have her over tomorrow night or wednesday. We will make lots of good cookies and then eat them all, not sharing them with anyone. Maybe we could hang out at band practice for a little bit and then come here and make cookies and then maybe later we could go up to Donatos and get some damn good, free pizza. It always tastes better when it's free. And of course come back here and jam. I bet she'd like that. And it'd work out because the sister won't be here. hmm. I shall call her soon.

I guess that's all for now. I miss xanga. Love, you cheated on me one too many times and I can't take you back. There's no such things as second chances, there's no use in trying to explain...

<3
 
w-h-i-t-e
12.19.04 (9:09 am)   [edit]
I woke up to snow. This ugly town has been painted white, it's a beautiful feeling.

No more school. For two weeks that is. It's good to finally get away from that school. I hate that campus. It's the people that make it so bad. Ctec apps came out Friday. I have to get the parents to sign one paper and I'll only be going there part time my junior year. Only 7 months away...

Last night was lovely. That movie wasn't soo bad for being a Jim Carrey move. It's nice falling asleep in someone's arms not worrying about them not being there when you wake up. I don't know what I'd do without him. My boyfriend is amazing.

In two hours I can get away from home for a little bit. I'll be heading to the AC to hang out with the guys for a little bit. It's good to get away and not have any responsiblities except being a friend. 2 hours a day, 3 days a week. Just enough.

I need to call Lezzica today or tomorrow. I'm excited to finally hang out with a girl. One that I know isn't going to turn around and stab me in the back, at least not as quickly. It's lovely, baking cookies, just being a girl. I'm very excited. We have a lot in common and she's a lovely girl. I really hope we become good friends. I need one of those.

I need to go take a shower, paint my toes and have time just to stare at this white stuff, glaring outside my window. My christmas tree is lit and my presents are wrapped. I'm excited. Only a couple days away. Have a nice sunday afternoon, lovelys.

<3
 
imagne that.
12.16.04 (2:32 pm)   [edit]

lovely.


7:24am... phone rings. I'm drying my hair, sweats still on from last night. It's Smitt, letting me know he's pulling out of the driveway soon to pick up Lin, 23 minutes early. Thanks for letting me know what's going on, 3 minutes early. It means soo much to know you're thinking of me.

Grandma just called. I love her. I can't wait until Saturday when Hilly, Mikey and I go down and bake with it. It will be a blast. Hard tack and sugar cookies. She already has a lot made. I think she's making us shreded chicken for lunch. She is soo sweet. I love her. She just called to remind me to slice the ham. She's silly.

My phone is yelling at me. I think it's confused. Boyfriend's number is flashing on the phone now. Maybe I should press talk. 

goodbye, love...

<3